I hate Transitions. I thought that when I stumbled through the last big change in my life, it would be the last one. But as I evolve as a human. I have realized that sometimes change is inevitable and required to move forward with ones life. Many of you have noticed that I have made some drastic changes in the last few months. I left my partner because I was unhappy with the direction that our lives were going, and I quit a job that I really liked because I could no longer handle the Bi Polar nature of one of my bosses and his readiness to volley verbal abuse at me when he was having a bad day. I've had to endure enough undeserved verbal abuse in my life and frankly, I am too old to put up with that shit anymore. If your going to lose your shit with me you better be in the right. So the job search continues. I have one offer on the table and I have 1 week to make up my mind. I know, beggars cant be choosey but suddenly I think I deserve some choices. I can hold out a little longer and maybe a golden opportunity will come along.
As far as my relationship. A good friend of mine and customer used to tell me "life is simple, if you are unhappy, you make a change" Well as you can see I made a big one. I am sorry about any collateral damage, but WTF was I thinking in the first place anyway. Sometimes no attention at all is better that the attention you are getting. Thats a hard choice to make.
Anyway, off to bigger and better things.
